Winter is gone, but I am still cold?

Winter faded away, yet it left behind that sleepy mood. Melancholic is what i have been feeling lately. A mix of feelings, which I can't tell whether I am faking or not . A storm of thoughts running in my head, a fast heartbeat similar to a drum inside my chest. Sometimes i wonder if I am changing, since you can't really understand when change happens. You simply witness it later on.
So many things have happened since the last time i posted something, details not worth mentioning. However details like this make the difference between a placid and a knotty life.

My work starts here.. enjoy !

Siola <3

Farewell warm weather!

Am i a fan of winter? Honestly i am not. Maybe it is because i was born in summer, maybe because i am usually very cold, probably because winter clothes weight a lot, or even because I am sleepy all the time. Either way i am not a winter fan. Slowly the effects of it are becoming clearer. Lately i lack energy and inspiration. Despite everything all i can do is face the reality and get over this state in one way or another. I need to be productive and focused so i wont end up disappointed later.

Tranquil

There are days when you need to relax and just let go. Whats better than a walk beside the river. 

Feeling the breeze on your face, the warmth of the sun on your body, and the sound of the river flowing. The ultimate tranquility is what i prefer calling it. Indeed the state one must feel to really believe that is living a dream. But not all dreams are this peaceful aren't they?