Am i a fan of winter? Honestly i am not. Maybe it is because i was born in summer, maybe because i am usually very cold, probably because winter clothes weight a lot, or even because I am sleepy all the time. Either way i am not a winter fan. Slowly the effects of it are becoming clearer. Lately i lack energy and inspiration. Despite everything all i can do is face the reality and get over this state in one way or another. I need to be productive and focused so i wont end up disappointed later.